Moving Forward

Decision have to be made.  We can't keep pushing them aside.  So, Darren and I sat down and talked...about the future of our family.  What we wanted to do and when.  It was a hard topic to discuss after losing Ashlynne.  Is it the right time?  Was losing her God's way of saying we had enough kids or that I wasn't a good enough mother?  Are we honoring Ashlynne's memory enough?  What will our families say?  What will our friends say?  Financially can we still afford it?  And so on.  So many questions and really no answers.  So we decided to pray.  And pray some more.  We'd each have our own conversations with God then talk with each other.  Yes, it was time to move forward.  It was time to start making decisions.  Yes, it was time to start the process of trying again.  So we press forward with hope in our hearts trying not to allow fear and anxiety to take hold.  Here's to giving it all over to God and allowing Him to do what is best and right for our family....